It started out feeling like maybe heartburn, and I had noticed my left shoulder hurting off and on, I thought maybe I just pulled something. Then I began having pain in my whole chest, especially on the left, it would get to the point where I couldn’t breathe, it would just ache and feel tight, and it hurt with every breath I took, like if you go run for a long time in the cold weather, that’s the only way I can describe it. I was still coughing a little bit from a nasty cold I had just gotten over, and I thought “maybe I have pneumonia”, so I ended up going to the ER. The doc there did some chest x-rays, and basically didn’t know what it was, he said he looked at the film and there was a fuzzy spot on the left side of my heart, but he didn’t think it was anything important, but said to wait for the radiology team to look at it the next morning (radiology apparently didn’t find anything either). He mentioned pericarditis, but wasn’t sure if that’s what it was, he sent me home with Motrin, Robitussin, and a zpack (antibiotic), I never did take the Robitussin or the zpack. The pain with breathing has gotten better, but I still have chest pain, all on the left side. I can’t lay on my left side at all, and if I do when I’m sleeping it actually wakes me up and I have to switch positions… but carefully, because at that point I can’t put any real weight on my left arm or make any sudden moves, or it sends shooting pain through my left side. I’ve noticed the chest pain all over the left side, from the front, to the back, to the side, to just above the breast, to just below it, sometimes it hurts in my shoulder, sometimes it feels like a muscle spasm in my back… I don’t know what it is, I don’t know when it’s gonna strike, and I don’t know how long the pain will last or how bad it will be.
I have had chest pain on and off for years, but not like this, it was more of a dull achy pain in the upper left chest up by my shoulder, I had a heart ultrasound done when I was like 18 or 19 and they didn’t find anything wrong, so I just ignored it. I’ve also been seen by a doctor before for it, right around age 21, he too didn’t seem too concerned with it, he said it sounded like some kind of muscle pain and sent me home with some info on his diagnosis, and a prescription for motrin. I never picked up the prescription.
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